{"id":1063,"date":"2021-02-02T12:38:11","date_gmt":"2021-02-02T10:38:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fuzzy-fish.com\/wordpress-he\/?p=1063"},"modified":"2021-03-02T18:15:10","modified_gmt":"2021-03-02T16:15:10","slug":"still-i-call","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.fuzzy-fish.com\/wordpress-he\/archives\/1063","title":{"rendered":"Still I Call"},"content":{"rendered":"<p dir=\"ltr\"><a href=\"https:\/\/theragnarokd.tumblr.com\/post\/628602787000877056\/can-you-remind-me-what-purpose-are-we-serving-im\">Recording<\/a><\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\">TTTO &quot;The Sparrow&quot; by Beth Kinderman<\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\">Can you remind me what purpose are we serving?<br \/>\nI\u2019m not sure I know the difference anymore.<br \/>\nIs it the road that I had struggled not to travel<br \/>\nOr the voice that called me onwards to explore?<\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\">I had a plan: how to save the world from ending<br \/>\nI thought I knew it all and understood<br \/>\nBut I\u2019m just a voice reading someone else\u2019s statement<br \/>\nAnd naught I ever did did any good<\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\">Oh hear my cry,<br \/>\nHear my terror and elation<br \/>\nHear the words wrought to explain what can have no explanation<br \/>\nThe Eye of the watcher,<br \/>\nWe suffer and it sees it all &#8211;<br \/>\nBut still I call, still I call, still I call\u2026<\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\">We sought for knowledge and worked to meet the challenge<br \/>\nTo keep safe the existence of mankind<br \/>\nWe marched ahead, though we knew not what was happening:<br \/>\nWe left our own humanity behind<\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\">There was no help to defeat what we were facing:<br \/>\nAtrocities beyond the know of man<br \/>\nNow that we know how this story will be ending<br \/>\nPerhaps we should have stopped when we began.<\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\">Oh hear my cry,<br \/>\nHear my terror and elation<br \/>\nHear the words wrought to explain what can have no explanation<br \/>\nThe Eye of the watcher,<br \/>\nWe suffer and it sees it all &#8211;<br \/>\nBut still I call, still I call, still I call\u2026<\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\">They took away one more person that I cared for<br \/>\nAs though he was some nothing to discard<br \/>\nI matched my strength with the forces of the Lonely<br \/>\nWent in knowingly and came back with small and scarred<\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\">There is no hope in terror of the Beings,<br \/>\nJust the horror of the new world they will make<br \/>\nSo I must ask: could I kept it all from happening,<br \/>\nIf I just had the common sense to break?<\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\">Come now, Eye,<br \/>\nFlesh, Corruption, Desolation,<br \/>\nAll who know and do not understand &#8211;<br \/>\nWe\u2019re lost in translation.<br \/>\nTheir grasp on the world holds,<br \/>\nThey\u2019re coming and we\u2019ve lost it all<br \/>\nBut still I call, still I call, still I call\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Recording TTTO &quot;The Sparrow&quot; by Beth Kinderman Can you remind me what purpose are we serving? I\u2019m not sure I know the difference anymore. Is it the road that I had struggled not to travel Or the voice that called me onwards to explore? I had a plan: how to save the world from ending [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[131,127,15,12,14,99,93],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fuzzy-fish.com\/wordpress-he\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1063"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fuzzy-fish.com\/wordpress-he\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fuzzy-fish.com\/wordpress-he\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fuzzy-fish.com\/wordpress-he\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fuzzy-fish.com\/wordpress-he\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1063"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.fuzzy-fish.com\/wordpress-he\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1063\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1065,"href":"http:\/\/www.fuzzy-fish.com\/wordpress-he\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1063\/revisions\/1065"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fuzzy-fish.com\/wordpress-he\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1063"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fuzzy-fish.com\/wordpress-he\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1063"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fuzzy-fish.com\/wordpress-he\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1063"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}