(To the tune of \u201cThe Boxer\u201d by Simon and Garfunkel)<\/p>\n
I am just a fangirl, and my story\u2019s seldom told,
\nI have squandered all my hours
\nOn a kindleful of yaoi, such are interwebz:
\nAll cats and porn. Still, a girl reads what she wants to read
\nAnd other things she scorns.<\/p>\n
When i wrote and published a WIP, i was no more than a n00b
\nIn the company of ficcers,
\nIn the silence of that comment section, no one wrote.
\nWaiting still, i would prowl the realms of LJ, seek the kink memes with a will,
\nHunting for the new prompts waiting to be filled.<\/p>\n
Asking only for some comments, I went posting up a fic,
\nbut I got no feedback,
\nJust a \u201ccome review my game\u201d from spammer viruses.
\nAnd as you\u2019d think, there were times
\nwhen I was desperate enough to click that link.<\/p>\n
Now I look at all my working drafts, and I\u2019m wishing I was done, signing off
\nWhere the cruel anons that bug me will not yell at me
\nTelling me
\nDelete your blog<\/p>\n
In the forum stands a fangirl and a writer by her trade
\nand she carries the reminder of every concrit written in a comment till she cried out,
\nin her anger and her shame,
\n\u201cI\u2019M DELETING! I\u2019M DELETING!\u201c
\nbut the orphaned fic remains<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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